The thing is, you’ll never know whether he loves you or not, you pray and hope that goes live his pure and that he had never found love like this before….

I’m surviving for from issues of the ex and learning to love my Nino now


I would like to take this very moment to thank God for his provision in my life, starting from this day forth… Lord you are great, I cannot express how grateful I am, in the midst of dissatisfaction… I am thankful for the relief

Conversation with my best friend… What a mess

Di:  I just need casual sex with a good few humans and then I can return to my equilibrium

Sibu: hmmm what if they aren’t good at it? when was the last time a dude licked you bum hole? i mean turn you out?

Di: :/ lmfaos

Sibu: lol you’ve never had that?

Di: no, not at all :/ why am I not having this???

Sibu: #livealitte

Di:  :O you see??? I’m going to collect a list of all the niggers that are considered a “good lay” then I’ll have some casual sex

Sibu: lol make sure they are clean. try jozi… he seems like a pleaser, shame you’ll die for pleasers, they will lick your nuts lol he will and he’ll go above and beyond for you lol go through an ass cramp!!!

Sibu: lol I’m just saying if i love a woman I’m sleeping with she cant walk properly the next day… all holes rearranged, lol that’s something you may regret


“You are meant to fight. When you are sick, your body fights for its right to function. When you hold your breath, your body fights for its right to breathe. There are billions of tiny events—from the surface of your skin, down to the very cells of your body—that have to happen in order for you to be simply sitting here today. If your most minuscule parts haven’t given up yet,Why should you?”

- nt


To know that I’m suffering from the wallowing whirlpool of sadness and you don’t save me

You just leave me to drown till I die a continuous death

To claim that you love me and all I get is pain

I’m drained.

My insecurities have reached a climax 

Anxiety flooding through, I cant breathe

Misery cuddles my negativity

I beseech thee doom, set my heart free

disintegrating into self-destruct 



Accolades ©

My truest desire is to love you beyond repair

to share edges of my soul without despair

My truest conviction is to keep you in my care

even through you tread on me as though I’m not there

My truest completion is knowing I’ve transformed you beyond compare

to know that you are indefectible 

my complacency is unattainable

-Dianne Normans ©